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Have You Lost Yourself?

December 4, 2013 By Lorna 5 Comments

4 Dec

Do you have a clear delineation between where you end and your family starts?  Have you been such a good wife and mom over the years that the lines have blurred to nothing?  Have you ever noticed this or thought of how it might be affecting you? Do you already know that you have lost yourself?

 

For so many of us when we take on the titles of wife and mom something happens. It happened to me and I have seen it happen to my clients and my friends.

 

We love our families.  We love being the CEO’s of our homes.  We know that the inner workings of our entire family structure depend on us and in many ways we thrive in the position and wouldn’t have it any other way.  We want the best for those we love and we are willing to sacrifice our selves to make sure our husband and kids have the best possible support.

 

There is nothing wrong with this and much of it is necessary.  But—and there is a big BUT here—this tactic has pitfalls.

 

When we throw ourselves 100% percent into being wife and mom, constantly putting everyone else’s needs ahead of our own, something unintentional can happen.  If we are not very careful, we lose ourselves.  Everything becomes about people outside of us and suddenly we aren’t sure who we are anymore.  What do we want?  Who are we in the family picture?  Are we more than chauffeur, shopper, chef, cleaner, fetcher, Mom where’s my……?

 

Once the 24/7 years are over, your kids and husband need you, but not the way they once did.  You are still doing what you’ve always done—but suddenly it feels different.  You don’t feel as necessary as you did for so many years.  This is a turning point for many women.  Some go back to work (or work longer hours).  Some women start volunteering more or spending lots of time on something they love.

 

From my perspective, no matter what you do, the most important thing is to create boundaries.  To stand up for yourself and let your family know that while you are there for them and you take your family position seriously, you are not at their beck and call.  You are not 100% available to them day and night. You have things that are for you and that are non-negotiable. You decide what those things are—work, exercise, going back to school, self care, women’s groups.  That part doesn’t matter.  What matters is that you see the delineation between where your family ends and you start.  Because when that line blurs—there can be serious discontent.

 

My youngest daughter has always been very attached to me.  She has never liked me leaving or going out of town.  I always felt very guilty leaving her.  A few years ago I started taking a class in Manhattan that had me out of the house multiple nights during the week and often full days on the weekends.  It was very difficult for my daughter and really ripped at my heart strings.  Was I damaging her?  Was I being selfish?

 

Ultimately taking that class was good for both of us.  My daughter learned how to be more independent, and I had something that was just for me.  A place where I was Lorna Gager—not Mom, not Honey, not Lorna, wife and mother of five.   Having that freedom and feeling like an independent woman away from my family was a crucial turning point in me finding myself again.

 

While that is a bigger example, I also think it is important to point out that this comes out in smaller daily ways.  Our children can wait for us.  They can be told—“not now” or even better, “no, you can take care of that.”  If we do too much, if we are always there for them—then they don’t learn that we are people too—they come to depend on us being there and don’t realize that we are individuals who have our own needs and wants.  This is not their fault.  It is up to us to draw that line and stick to it.

 

Do you see this in your life?  Is there a part of you that worries (or knows) that you have lost your sense of self?  Please leave your comments below.

 

 

 

 

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  1. Lana Shlafer says

    December 5, 2013 at 5:10 am

    I made a huge and scary decision in September to leave my 3-year old twins and go out of town for 12 days for a conference in Europe. The trip also happened to fall over their actual birthdays (they have different birthdays because they were born 33 hours apart!). In the end, I knew that I was being the best mom possible by doing something that would make me a better me. I released the self-judgement and went and that event turned out to be completely life changing! And my kids spent time with their grandma and were really excited to have a big b-day party when I returned home!

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  2. Nathalie says

    December 5, 2013 at 2:03 pm

    Hi Lorna, This is a wonderful post and I can only agree! I think many of us, especially women, tend to put themselves last simply because they want to take care of their family and friends, although this is not a very healthy. Practising self-love is actually one of the things that helped me create a life I love and I am convinced that if we love ourselves, set boundaries and teach our children to do the same, it is a win-win for everyone :-). Thanks for sharing! 🙂

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  3. Melissa Burkheimer says

    December 5, 2013 at 6:32 pm

    I love that you talk about this. A lot of people don’t. Once I became a my own person I became more relaxed, less uptight and more organized. It’s still hard to put myself first, but I’m 10x better than I was 5 years ago.

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  4. Desiree East says

    December 5, 2013 at 6:39 pm

    Lovely post, Lorna. Although, I’m not a mother, I have many mom friends who are the CEO of EVERYTHING. In my eyes, they are incredible at what they do for their families, and at times, they do express how exhausted they are. On occasion, we get together for New Moon/Full Moon celebrations, sans kids, and it’s been a great way for them to take a break and celebrate who they are as moms, wives, and friends, and more importantly, to honor themselves as individuals. It’s a beautiful thing. xo

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  5. Nneka, Working Mystic says

    December 5, 2013 at 9:52 pm

    Hi Lorna, I’m not a mom, but I feel I can substitute work in for everywhere you have the word family. When passion is laced with feelings of guilt or unworthiness, we tend to get “lost” in our passions. When we can feel pure passion, we are totally connected to who we are and we are a clear channel for that expression. We don’t lose ourselves in our passions. We create them. We mold them. We enjoy them. AND, we still have more than enough for ourselves.

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